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This pain I cannot take

All this pain you seem to make

All because your love is fake.

I reach for the knife, this is it

It's time for me to play the devils advocate

I grab the dagger and go for my wrist

Blood flows red in this watery myst

Found with a dagger in hand

A puddle of blood

I'm in no mans land

Tears of black rolled down my face

It has a bitter blood taste

Fire surrounds my now darkened soul

completely absorbed all my good whole

My soul is cluttered, with blackness inside

I take this time, and start to decide

While the Black tears roll down my face

I start to see my true place

As I head forth down the black path

I now feel the dark gods wraith

A grin comes from my face

for this is my new home

this is my place!

The only way to truly be free from this fucked up reality is to dream

To dream about being home

Never again having to be alone

Never again have physical strain

All I have left is mental pain

I don't know what to do it hurts so much

Everything here has a lifeless touch

So get me out of this place I despise

This place that's filled with death and lies

I'm on my way down

Help me before I drown

I need to be free from this fucked up reality

Another day I wake

Another day I die

Once more to laugh

Once more to cry

I deal with this betrayal

My love for you is forever stail

I sit in the dark

Unable to sleep

I'm forever done with you

No more shall I weep

Not Another tear drop will fall

I'm saying fuck it all

There is a look of hatred in my eyes

Now there are two I despise



This Betrayal I live

The integrity you lack

This betrayal you give

You can never take back

This betrayal.....



All that I wanted

were things I've had before

All that I needed

I've never needed more

You take what isn't yours

Ask for what I can't give

Afraid my pain I have to relive

I will never be able to forgive

Your daughter has my blessing

The fact she was born is depressing

She was born in betrayal

Now my love for two is stail



This betrayal I take

I can't take much more

This betrayal you make

Has made my heart so sore

This betrayal.....